I’m freaking out because one of my best friends is friends with one of the worst people I know and my way of coping with it was to poke fun and joke that the person wanted to have sex with him but it wasn’t serious and I just didn’t want him to know how hurt I was when he was taking about her and now he told me its obnoxious when I make those jokes to him and oh god I fucked up I don’t want to lose him as a friend oh no I fucked up I fucked up I really fucked up oh no
It just proves how fucking fragile I am in matters of losing friendships and that fucking terrifies me oh god everything is bad
yeah so i slept with this dude last night and idk we were chatting a bit during the sexy time and for some reason his birthday came up and i was like “wait 25th of september? DUDE me TOO, wtf thats such a coincidence” and he was like “really? we have the same birthday? are u fuckin with me?” and i just looked down at his penis literally inside my vagina and was like “well technically yeah” and he was like haha nice one and high fived me
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I really liked this dressing room because the lights we’re bright and it made my eyes look even scarier than usual
when someone really cute calls you cute first
i wanna die but maybe something cool will happen so ill stay alive for now
whatcha thinkin’ ‘bout?
Really nasty personal stuff
I’m full of a lot of self loathing right now and I feel really bad because I shouldn’t be because at least my body works and I should be really happy I have that but I just feel really bad right now and ugh. I’m sorry for letting you down, body.
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